To think that your 6am good morning texts won't be sent by the time it's freaking 6am for both of us makes me rethink what normal means in the morning context.
I came back to a world where if I sing "running on my mind, boy", an ambulance-like electric guitar solo awkwardly reproduced by a human throat won't be heard before "forrest gump".
I have silence between the two verses instead, since, unacceptably, nobody I know appreciates Frank Ocean, except for you.
This gap contained in the transition between Dm and A reminds me that I've learned to listen to the silence created by your presence, so now I have to learn how to listen to the silence of your absence.
Talking about absence, that morning's absence of people in Shibuya's crossing was completely the opposite of today's being-swallowed-by-the-crowds Shibuya, which made me feel lucky for unluckily being with you that day when you thought it would be a good idea to watch the empty crossing from a starbucks that only opens at 7, when it was a rainy 5:30, a taifu was coming, after 6 hours of an all night karaoke, and all I wanted was to sleep and all I didn't want was to drink coffee like you made us do while the sun kept hitting our eyes through that glass in front of us.
Glasses. Your sight sucks, and still, I almost never see you wearing them.
You love seeing life through a pink perspective though.
I don't see colors in my dreams, but I see them in yours.
You believe in love.
I don't believe in love.
But I do believe in you when you sing la vie en rose.
But I do believe in you when you sing la vie en rose.
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